I miss people and I miss my friends.
I miss colleagues and I miss you, lovers. *kayak punya aja lol
I miss colleagues and I miss you, lovers. *kayak punya aja lol
Gue disini sekarang. masih disini. Hal yang menurut gue paling sedih ya itu, tadi dua kata. masih disini. Alright, mau gimanapun.. pasti there's always a wisdom behind the path. I choose this path with my clear mind. Everything else is.. I take it as God's plan who give me this fade to learn. To make me see with my eyes and clear mind how people can be easily greedy with money and authority. For the first time in my life, sadly, I must say.. I really wanna quit from this current situation, my company. Do I hate the job? Of course not, Ads and branding are still my passion. Uh maybe I just don't work so hard to make myself happy with this situation. Oh well, but I cried a lot there. I try to always get up from hard times. But there's always reason to make me disappointed with this situation.
Gue belajar ketika lo masuk ke sebuah perusahaan, mau senyaman apa kantornya. Yang lebih penting itu, sama ga visi misi perusahaan lo sama visi lo. Sama ga visi misi lo dengan si bos, atau temen temen kantor. Kalo sama, you will enjoy the job seberapapun naik turun yang lo dapetin. Tapi kalo enggak, ya mending resign aja. Apalagi kalo visi misi nya menyangkut hal buruk dan hal baik. You have to choose, take it or leave it.
Gue berfikir ulang, sebulan nangis, dua bulan nangis, tiga bulan gue tau kenapa. Semua yang gue telen tiga bulan bisa jadi sebuah pelajaran buat gue pun kalau nanti punya perusahaan sendiri, Amiin. If you want to be a great leader, you have to sit with all the people. Talk to them, and solve the problems together, with all your members. You cannot only sit on your king chair and delegate the jobs to your people. That's not a value of leadership that I believe. But he did that to us.
He changes his self from someone whom I respect a lot into someone that I hate the most. Money does change people. Semoga kita termasuk ke dalam orang-orang yang dilindungi Allah SWT, amiin.
So, why I'm still staying here.. because I still love the people in the office, they give me strength and big laughter in every condition. Though, we are trapped in his authority and tired with his commands, we're protecting each other, so we can smile together. Another reason is, we still haven't find the solution for this condition. In my picture, it's either we fight him back or we are all quit. I still figure it out. I won't care so much if this company is not part of family's business. Unfortunately, it is. And that's the biggest reason why I'm still staying.
Now I'm preparing the grenade (My startup business) and it will blow on the right time (Resign). I need to be out from his games. On my last post, I talked a bout winning, but now it feels like I'm talking about failing. Nope, it's not failing, it's learning for not to become like him in the future. Learning could be comes from the bad things, not always the good things. Thank you Allah, you give me times to learn again
He changes his self from someone whom I respect a lot into someone that I hate the most. Money does change people. Semoga kita termasuk ke dalam orang-orang yang dilindungi Allah SWT, amiin.
So, why I'm still staying here.. because I still love the people in the office, they give me strength and big laughter in every condition. Though, we are trapped in his authority and tired with his commands, we're protecting each other, so we can smile together. Another reason is, we still haven't find the solution for this condition. In my picture, it's either we fight him back or we are all quit. I still figure it out. I won't care so much if this company is not part of family's business. Unfortunately, it is. And that's the biggest reason why I'm still staying.
Now I'm preparing the grenade (My startup business) and it will blow on the right time (Resign). I need to be out from his games. On my last post, I talked a bout winning, but now it feels like I'm talking about failing. Nope, it's not failing, it's learning for not to become like him in the future. Learning could be comes from the bad things, not always the good things. Thank you Allah, you give me times to learn again
